oof. I am one tired Mama.
In the past month, Bitsy has officially become a toddler. She is only 14 months old, but she has been on strike from naps and has become quite opinionated! My high school job ended at the end of June, and I haven’t found anything else yet. So, I am home with Miss Bitsy full time now. I give so much credit to full time stay at home moms. It is exhausting!
Since I am currently without a job (and therefore without an income), Chris has been taking so much overtime. Each week, he has at least 9 hours of overtime. 9 hours might not sound like too much, but the shifts usually start at 3am. I am so grateful that Chris is willing to do the overtime for our family. I am also grateful that he has the opportunity to do it and that any OT he does is very well compensated!
I am physically exhausted. But, also pretty emotionally exhausted. I’ve been really defeated about my job situation. Unfortunately, getting a job in a school is very political. Even more unfortunately, people in power are not always ethical in their decision making processes.
I have some new-found confidence today. At long last, I have an interview for a PERMANENT position. Not a maternity leave, but a full-time leads to tenure permanent job. I am so grateful for the temporary jobs that I’ve had, I am ready for this though. I’ve spent the past few days creating an online version of my portfolio (jillianlaurenzo.weebly.com for those who are interested) and tweaking the materials that are coming with me to the interview.
All weekend, I’ve been receiving messages of support from family, friends and former colleagues. Today, Chris is working overtime, so Bitsy and I have been jamming to some Mandisa (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=emgv-VRtMEU) to get me ready for this afternoon.
This job might not be “the one,” but, the support I have gotten has helped so much. I am confident, and ready to own this interview. Fingers and toes are crossed, prayers are ascending. Let’s do this!